4.01.2012

2012

With another school year just about done, I love looking back at the milestone videos MSU creates each year!  Can't wait for next January's to come out because this school year has been one amazing year.  I declared another major, watched my football team win the B1G title and the Outback Bowl, traveled to Nicaragua and had the most amazing experience of my life, created new friendships, developed an even stronger passion for children and a new passion for researching, watched my basketball team win the B1G title and B1G tourney and make it to the Sweet 16 with one amazing Tom Izzo & Draymond Green!!!  ...among other things! 

Life is Good.

3.26.2012

Living in my 20s

By: Ryan O'Connell


I know I talk crap on being a twentysomething but I’m only half-kidding. In actuality, there’s no age I’d rather be. (Besides maybe seven years old because they don’t do anything besides eat ice cream and poop themselves. That sounds like an ideal life to be completely honest.)
Being in your twenties is all about discovering which things hurt you and what makes you feel good. You go in blindly, practically pricking yourself with a dull blade, and then you walk out with tougher skin. One day you’ll stop pricking yourself altogether. Maybe. I don’t know. How would I? I’m just a twentysomething, remember?
This is what your twenties are for — to feel and see as much as you can, to take advantage of not being tied down to anything and anyone and to go balls to the wall with everything that you do. You’re a raw nerve. You hate getting upset over little things, about being constantly unraveled by ignored text messages, parents, grades, and friends, but you have to remember something: you don’t know yourself entirely yet. Before the age of 20, you were mostly under your parents care, a reflection of what was going on around you. You didn’t have the option to make your own choices. You were merely living the life someone set out for you.  Being in your twenties allows you to start carving out the life you want for yourself. Everything is on your terms now which seems daunting but is actually liberating. For the first time in your life you’re the boss.
It’s important to talk about why your twenties are great because it seems like we spend so much of our time wanting to be somewhere else other than where we are. Think about it. Why the hell are we in such a hurry to live some boring grown up adult life that we saw at a Crate & Barrel? Because once we do get there, we’re stuck for a long time. The novelty’s going to wear off, we’re going to get married and have babies, and everything will be amazing but don’t think for a second that you won’t be nostalgic for this time. Don’t think for a second that you’re not going to miss those nights you spent putting on your make up, changing five million times, drinking wine, smoking cigarettes out your apartment window, and going to some silly party, a party that feels like all the others you’ve been to but still has the right to feel special. You will miss all of this. This is a luxury. It’s going to leave us eventually so you better freaking enjoy it. You better enjoy every lame ass party, every awkward kiss, every 5 AM hangover, every drug experience, every crappy apartment, because one day it will all be gone and you’ll just be left with the pictures and the bruises and nothing else. Youth is fu**ing magic. Don’t you get it? Look at your skin! Touch it. Look at your smooth legs and stomach. Grab it. When you’re older, you’ll want all of this again so bad. You’ll possibly spend so much money to get some semblance of it back. Now it’s yours for free.
We’re not stuck. Even if it feels like we are, it’s not true. We’re the opposite of stuck. As twentysomethings, we’re constantly moving — apartments, relationship, cities, jobs. Anything is possible. People are ready for you. They want to hear what you have to say. They look at you and are curious about what words are going to come out of your mouth. You’re the new generation. What do you have to say? Don’t bite your tongue. One day you’ll be pushed aside for a younger “fresher” perspective so you better get it out now. Make a mark. Make a stain. Make something.
I want to remember the fear, I want to remember the promise, I want to remember the nights I wanted to curl up in a ball, I want to remember the people I’m not supposed to remember, I want to remember not knowing myself, I want to remember the moment I started to feel safe and like this life I’m leading is really mine. I’m going to be scared, I’m going to bruise my knees and not know how they got there, I’m going to try to fruitlessly forge a connection with someone who won’t ever get it, I’m going to lose the person that means the most to me and find my way back to them. I’m going to be a twentysomething because that’s what I am and all I know how to be.  And you should too. You should love every single moment of this hot mess of a decade. Chances are you’ll miss it before you even get to say “I’m 30.” 

3.16.2012

The end of an awesome trip!

Well, it's done.  One week later, I still want to go back!  Going to Nicaragua started out as an idea with a few of my friends to just apply to the Alternative Spartan Break program.  Then a few weeks later I got accepted.. then I found out my placement was housing in Nicaragua!  At first, I was excited about the location, the fact that I had never been there before, and how good of a cause it was.  Then, I thought about going with strangers and how much money it would be and I was unsure.  But I finally decided to just go for it, and I am so happy I did.

After returning home I looked at my bucket-list and realized wow I can already scratch off three things!!!  1) register to become a bone marrow donor 2) start a new hobby and 3) volunteer internationally.  yay!

I know that there are TONS of countries all around the world living in poverty and who all need our help, but having gone to Nicaragua myself and experiencing it, here is a brief summary:

25% of the Nicaraguan culture struggle to live on less than $1 per day.  The family I built a home for made less than $2 per day and under $30 per month.  The population of Nicaragua is about 6 million, and 1.8 million of those people situate in Managua, which is the city I was staying just outside of last week.

In just one week, I was able to see a glimpse of the poverty.  Streets, curbs, intersections, sidewalks were constantly filled with street vendors trying to sell anything from hub caps to cell phone covers.  The street vendors would even walk out into the busiest streets, almost getting hit by cars, to come to unrolled windows trying to get you to buy things.  Even young children with squirt bottles would try to clean your windshields.  Walking around the city, there were families selling flowers, homemade crafts, and fruits everywhere.  One of the saddest things for me was seeing all the kids chasing after us with long pieces of grass, molding them into flowers, grasshoppers, and pretty pieces of art, giving them as gifts but wanting money.  It was really hard having to turn my back on that.

In the neighborhoods, I constantly saw either barefoot or ripped shoes, clothing being re-worn, and dirty clothing and faces.  The kids would always be coming back with arms filled with fruits, like mangos, to munch on throughout the day that they had picked/climbed trees for.  Aside from fruits, the only other thing I saw the kids eating were what I think was ground cocoa with a spoon, and they would sometimes buy ice cream.  The streets of the neighborhood would be brown-water filled. As their sewer system runs along the curbs.  So sad.

Some of the kids I met this week:  Jessica, Elicia, Lena Margarita, Haiti, Eddy, Estefania, Gloria, Jose Luis, Anna Lucia, Louisa, and Lahyra.

Some of the Panorma Staff I got to know:
- Norm:  Born in Nicaragua, lives in Miami.  His father started Panorama Service Expeditions and he is currently the President.  He has been all over the world to places like Tokyo, Australia, New Zealand, etc.  He dreams of starting a non-profit of his own.  He was one of our main leaders of the week and has such a huge heart for helping people!
- Adrian: Norm's half brother.  He was born in Nicaragua and is always traveling back and forth between Miami and Nicaragua.  He helped build the house and was awesome!
- Jeff: Jeff is a man who is friends with Norm's dad and comes to Nicaragua often to help with the service trips.  He was a very smart and interesting man.  He has written a book and reads people's personalities and facial features through blood types.  He knew most everyone's blood types just by studying them, their personalities, and their ear lobes.  Weird.  He has also played poker in Las Vegas before at a table with Jennifer Lopez, Matt Damon, Ben Affleck, Cher, and her husband.
- Paul: Paul was our MSU staff advisor.  He is fluent in Spanish and was apart of the Peace Core for many years.  He and his spanish speaking skills were great help throughout the whole week!

I am so glad in just one week I was able to open up to new experiences, bring back some of my Spanish speaking skills, take chances I may never have made normally, and create great bonds.

Last week, over 200 MSU Spartans participated in an Alternative Spartan Break both domestically and internationally to provide service to other communities!

A quote by Margaret Mead: "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed, citizens can change the world.  Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has."



Nothing is better than these last 3 photos.  It proves how HAPPY the children are in Nicaragua and how much fun they can have with so little.  This young boy was riding down an EXTREMELY steep cliff on a pop bottle (this cliff was so vertical that we were all helping each other get down!).  It was so cool to see throughout the week, how SMART these kids are and how much fun they can have! One evening while we were finishing up our work, we looked out into the rode and found Lahyra and her neighbor friend using a wood 2x4 board of ours which we used to get the wheelbarrow to and from the site (put on the curb as a path) and placed this piece of wood on top of cinder blocks to create a teeter totter!  Cutest thing ever.

3.15.2012

Happy March Madness!

Basketball is well under way starting TODAY! Go State!!!!!



I have my March Madness apps downloaded and ready to go!!

Happy Birthday Jessica!!!!

Happy Birthday to Jessica Burns!! I hope you had a wonderful day and I am so glad we were the awkward two at Harper's last night! ;)


It was SUCH a beautiful day in East Lansing hitting a record high in the 80s which hasn't happened on March 14th since 1991!

3.11.2012

Happy Birthday Beth & MSU Basketball

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope you had the most wonderful 21st ever!
SO happy it was a b.e.a.utiful day outside and we were able to come out with a B1G Tourney win!!!!!!!!
Can't wait for more festivities this month :)


Big Ten regular season and tournament champs, Big Ten coach and player of the year and a #1 seed for the tournament...can't ask for much more!  I love my school!

3.10.2012

Day 8- I don't wanna leave

Today we leave. It is a bittersweet feeling. I honestly do not want to leave. I could stay here for a few more weeks easily. We woke up early to finish packing. The we signed thank-you cards and headed back to the house one last time to say goodbye :( :( we all gave them our shoes, since most have none. We also gave them toys. They were SO HAPPY. Currently waiting for the last of us to come outside. Then we are heading to the market real quick so some people can buy hammocks then it is off to the USA we go. I look forward to posting all these pictures via Facebook and my blog!  Sorry about all the grammar in this...it was all typed via an iPad! :(